flynnagan: flynnagan: Raise your hand if you’ve ever felt personally victimized by the US educational system if this becomes my popular text post i will backflip pirouette right off the fucking handle oh my god
cyclogenesis: tea is super weird you take some dried leaves and then put them in water and then take them out and drink the leaf-flavored water?? mmm hot leaf water
an-idiosyncratic-method: When you go to a friend’s house to stay the night and get stuck with the scratchy blanket. You know the one. It’s made of wool. It has satiny trim that tries to deceive you into thinking this will be a nice blanket experience. But it’s not. Every house has one. It’s buried deep in the bowels of the linen closet, under some afghans and a comforter with the down...
i’d like to formally apologise to anyone i’ve disappointed with my terrible friendship skills
I need butterflies
deeplyinsadness: If you are an artist (or know one) who happens to be bored and needs to draw things, I need butterflies. Or if you just love me and want me to love you back, draw me a butterfly. If you want to know why, send me a message and I might tell you why
I don't know how
deeplyinsadness: To tell Chris that I plan to join the military… I want to be his girlfriend, but now that I’m thinking of joining, I feel like it may not even be worth being with him. Help me? make-actions-not-promises answered: Talk to him about it. I mean, he may still want to do a long distance relationship. :) I’m scared :(
Things were going well until Tuesday. Ever since then I’ve been plagued by the all too familiar feelings of my depression and anxiety. Tuesday I meet with my psychiatrist for the second time and we’ll be finding a new medication for me. I also found a guy that I actually really like. Things have been getting progressively better for me.
An update in case anyone still cares
Got a therapist and psychiatrist. The psychiatrist is weening me off my current anti-depressant to get me started on something new by the 14th of August. The days until will be long and progressively worse. I’ll check back in after the new meds if I make it that far.
I highly doubt I’ll make it to my 30th birthday
I almost said hi to someone on facebook, but I...
Work is a good distraction for me
In case anyone cares
I’m still alive.<-sarcasm Haven’t been around here for awhile though. I’ll be starting new classes next week and I’m working on getting myself a therapist or something.
It's funny how the last time I was thinking this...
Don’t be surprised if I disappear.
I want to sit on the bathroom floor with a fistful...
The sick satisfaction of getting new blades.