Fuck off and enjoy my pain.
That's what I do.
21 years of life will probably not make it to 30
I do not enjoy life. I have given up hope that it will get better. You can not change my mind. Do not waste your time trying.
I will not finish this life.
I will die too young.
The things I post about are negative. I do not want someone telling me to hold on, or that it will get better. I do not seek attention. I do not want advice on how to be happy. I do not want to be happy.